Lack of motivation
Seems like forever since I was in the mood to create something special. With all the deaths that have came to my family in a year, I have tried to create something but, I find myself to numb to do so. Last year (2016) on Thanksgiving, My Grandmother passed away. I pretty much lost it when my grandmother passed.. Couldn't do anything but work. My creative went down the toilet. Grandpa Cliff passed away sometime around Christmas last year and then 2017 brought me more families passing. Lost my Uncle Roy to cancer, beginning of 2017. I was hoping to have a wonderful year this year, without any deaths, but I was wrong. Because only God picks the best to take home with him.. Thanksgiving this year, was finally looking up.. 6 days later, My cousin and a 4 year old child she was babysitting died, in a horrible house fire. I am stunned and shocked. Why? How did this happen? Why her? It was her 23rd Birthday, and she went home to be with with God. She